10.21.2004

Lakshmi!

meant to do this yesterday, and did, but the stupid pop-up blocker screwed things up and it was all lost...so here is the attempt to do it again.

Lakshmi is with me...

Cherub exclaimed "Lakshmi! We gotta have Lakshmi!" only a day after Vance had told me about the meaning of the owls. Lakshmi, the goddess, the owl, guiding me, I am the owl, flying through this dark world of the mundane, the void that is the "reality" of the material...

And Kali Das...Kali Das stated almost exactly as Bright Eyes, oh the Bright Eyes concert that I regretfully missed, but Bright Eyes' lyrics came through Kali Das in the same way only days later...
"yeah, it's all predetermined
you can't change your destiny"

and Kali Das assured me of this ultimate truth.

There is no future. There is no past.(and the Rent chorus kicks in..."Thank god this moment's not the last! there's only us, there's only this...forget regret, or life is yours to miss...no other road, no other way...no day but today!")

but Vance...Vance, you said it must have been a coincidence.
....I quickly said, "But Vance there are no coincidences."

Kali Das stated..."Check Mate, Master."


I am beginning to understand. And what exhilaration that is to know.

Not feel, not think.
Know.


::beams::

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